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It is not how much we have,

but how much we enjoy, that makes happiness.

♥
Friday, September 05, 2008
Take me away,

Sometimes i pounder,
why must there be so many unhappiness in the world?
Yes i know, life isnt perfect.
But still, i cant see why unhappiness is overtaking happiness.

It hurts me to see my friends feeling down.
Relationship problems, friendship problems, family problems, studies problems etc.
Whatever problems it may be, it's there.
I want to help them, but i cant seem to be of any help sometimes.
All i know i can do is to be by their side, be with them whenever they need me.
Even if that is keeping quiet, listening to their problems or lending them a shoulder.
I suck at comforting people, but i know i'll at least be of a little help.
To me, no point brooding over it. No point thinking of it.
Pick yourself up and continue life.
It's very difficult, but i think it's worth a try. You can do it.
All we need is time. It'll heal for sure.
We have a choice to stay happy, we can do it if our willpower is strong.
But no, not everyone thinks like me.
Or at least i'm trying my best to.
It isnt easy to pick yourself up at any time you want.
Facing O's this year will be the worst time ever.
Because it's the year i become rowdy.
Not what i used to be, staying home all day.
I get distracted real easily, put my studies behind and neglect them.
O's is in a month, prelims is on monday, & i still have no mood to study.
I dont want to fail, i dont want to let my parents down..
I think this way all the time, but i cant seem to sit down and study.
It's rather sad to see that at the age of 16, we have to do something that'll change our whole life.
Your whole life is under the control of just that few papers you sit for.
Just that wrong step and everything starts crumbling down..

Sometimes i even think why do i lack of that something?
Why do some people get them and yet i dont.
But then again i tell myself,
i have so many other things that others dont.
As compared to the poor in the third world, i'm way way more fortunate.
I should be glad for all that i have.
Not fustrated or brood over what i dont.

Poon, you've got to stay strong alright.
I know it isnt easy for you to accept some things.
I know that you're still hurt inside.
We're all here for you.
Dont bottle things up okay? :D

+ i dont know why i still think of you.
You're not for me, i know that exactly.
But i miss you, i miss your voice, laughter, calls, jokes, teasing, everything.
If i could turn back time, i'll want all these back.
I regret holding back so much.
Maybe i dont know you well enough.
But all these are definately stuck in my heart & in my head.
I wish it would all go away soon..

Then again, i really thank god for all my friends.
They're really the angels that bring me through life.


It's a blessing,
12:19 AM